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#446678 - 09/08/13 02:39 PM cameron
bey Offline

Registered: 01/28/10
Posts: 439
Loc: canada
sometimes i just say your name
because saying your name
makes me feel like i have something to hold on it

and so i repeat it over and over
like a stutter
or maybe
like i'm hoping that i will call you into existence
like some pagan incantation
or beetlejuice

even though you say that movie is way over-rated

cameron, can you pass me the potatoes
cameron, have you seen my phone?
cameron, cameron, cameron


i want to fall asleep next to you for the next hundred years
and awake up beside you for a hundred more
I want to trace the outline of your lips with mine

and i want to tell you that i won't fuck up again

and that this shit we've been wading through
is just fallout from an explosion that happened long before you and me
and don't worry about those land mines there
we'll just dance around them
while the luftwaffe write our names with contrails in the sky

but that's all bullshit

because no matter how bright and clean our love is
i can't blitzkerig these scars
and no matter how much i love you
i can't pull myself out of these trenches

and i'm sorry for the war metaphors

but there is no final solution for this shit

because i don't know where scar ends and skin begins

but i can promise you
if you stay
we can dodge bullets together
and i promise you
if you stay
i will never stop saying your name
and i promise you
if you stay
if you stay

#446697 - 09/08/13 07:21 PM Re: cameron [Re: bey]
concerned_husky Offline

Registered: 08/29/12
Posts: 766


"Only the solitary seek the truth, and they break with all those who don't love it sufficiently." - Pasternak

#446698 - 09/08/13 07:29 PM Re: cameron [Re: bey]
Shyshark Offline

Registered: 10/30/12
Posts: 723
Loc: Canada
Experience is a brutal teacher.


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