I'm very saddened to hear that you have come to this realization. Being honest, I certainly hope that this doesn't include your kids. But you have to do what is right for both you and them and I know if it does you have thought about that. I know your hurting and I hope, I could do something for you but I don't think I can. I also hope that my recent post havent made this any worse for you as I now know its a major trigger for you.
"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"
"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"
"You don't know what love is...you just do as your told"
"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"