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#192508 - 11/25/07 01:15 AM shattered glass
nicky Offline

Registered: 08/24/07
Posts: 261
looking in the mirror
what do I see
shattered glass
looking back at me

each tiny piece
representing the pain
of horrible memories
that keep me insane

so many names
so many faces
searching for truth
only finding traces

losing time
throughout the day
where have i been
and what did i say

i like the rain cause no one knows im crying

a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry
what is your definiton of control?

i lay awake another hour
just like the one before
the shadows play a game with my head
i can't take this anymore

#192538 - 11/25/07 04:43 AM Re: shattered glass [Re: nicky]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

Your poem makes me think of some things that were going on in the time just before I began to admit what had happened to me and started to try to deal with my issues. I would come home and my wife would ask me what had I done that day. I couldn't think of a single thing I had "done", though I could recall a lot of walking around in a daze of sorts. Rather like what you are saying here perhaps:

Originally Posted By: nicky
losing time
throughout the day
where have i been
and what did i say

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

#443335 - 08/05/13 09:56 AM Re: shattered glass [Re: nicky]
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Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6387
Loc: 𝒪 𝒦anada



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