Great point Halibut about how we go to the doctor for a broken leg or illness and we don't give it a second thought. I never have prayed asking God if I am to go the doctor when I am not feeling good. The Trinity loves us so much that they want to work within our good and bad choices to bring us to be our best in this broken world.
Like Army I too work for the Church, I'm a priest. If you broke you leg you'd go to a doctor, if you had a heart attack you'd call the ambulance. God works through the medical people as well as through prayer. It would be irresponsible for us to rely on God to fix our leg when there are doctor's available. Please continue therapy. It was tremendously helpful for me, though difficult. I've had several surgeries and evey one of them involved pai and then the pain of rehabbing and physical therapy...it's the same with the pain of CSA.God will give you what you need as you need it:to speak the unspoken which needs to come out for it is true and only in the daylight can be recognized and healed.