glad you're with us - sorry you need to be.
i can relate to your experience. part of my abuse history was from peers groping me - but in a different area. but i can can tell how hurtful it is.
hope you'll find the support here that will help - as i have. there are lots of caring guys here who are willing to share from their hearts.
"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"