That is a huge leap forward! You have someone else in your corner now; do not underestimate how important that is. My wife has been a tremendous source of support. Sometimes she doesn't always understand why certain things bother me...but she's there just in case. May this be a part of your continued healing.
"His voice rose under the black smoke before the burning wreckage of the island; and infected by that emotion, the other little boys began to shake and sob too. And in the middle of them....Ralph wept for the end of innocence, the darkness of man’s heart…”. -----William Golding