I've been confronting my past and issues for six months now and I've been on MS for a good 3-4 months I'd say (which has been a god send!).
As of now, I'm doing good. A lot of people have commented that I look healthier, happier and just 'different' in a more positive sense. Knowing that you're not some sick twisted evil fuck really does help you're mental health, I must say.
However, this topic is not about my own personal recovery but the 'Web'. When I first started my recovery, the web small, a single thread with a tiny spider, confused and unsure. But now, the web has grown tremendously. The layers of lies and bullshit have been blown away and the web has flourished.
Everytime I tell a trusted close friend my story, a little light bulb seems to light up, and the web gets bigger.
Now I'm looking at a huge web, but the question is; am I the fly that got caught or am I the spider thats wound this monstrosity?
What about your web and your recovery?