This finally dealing with my CSA has opened many new memories and views of my self and the world. After 35 years of hiding in plain sight, piles of lies and secrets. Leading double, triple, and quadruple parallel lives I'm finally making positive changes.

Many of my personal mantras now have a new a deeper meaning.

This one struck me today, I cannot remember a time after reaching adulthood and not saying it to myself daily.

You can only be young once, but you can always act like a six year old

I was 6 when it started. 6 was a great age until.....