((((( Webelos )))))
That sounds like a good beginning. Sharing your flashbacks is a good place to start. It helps you get your mind around what happened and what your young mind was unable to process.
Now that you're older, you can see it better. So keep digesting that flashback and keep posting about it.
The more you take ownership of the narrative of the events, the more you control them and the less they control you.
I'll be just fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But I won't let sorrow get me way down.