Husky, I completely understand where you're coming from. The reluctance to give out your name, protecting yourself. And the desire to have fellowship with this community of men who share the same experience as you do.
I too get addicted to MS. Mostly because this is the only place I feel understood. I don't have to pretend here. I sought this site out when I was low and just beginning my emotional recovery. It was difficult, but the men on this site helped a TON, including you.
I hadn't thought about wanting to meet anyone, but I do now. There are a few guys I'd like to meet here. I think this is a place we all belong and we feel that way. I know I do.
Yeah, I think it'd be kind of cathartic.
I would submit that this is your real life. You are sharing the deepest parts of your real self with us here. There isn't two different huskies, just the one of you. You get deep with us here because you can. Because you're safe here. But it's the same you that brushes his teeth, eats his meals, the same you.
Hope you have a nice evening
May your past be the sound of your feet upon the ground, carry on. ~Fun.