You're among others who understand. We've taken some hard knocks too and we're walking alongside you on this road.
The levels of healing seem to come in cycles, so it may seem like you're having a setback when it's really a leap to the next level of quality living.
Feel free to join the discussions in threads or in chat rooms.
I have taken to the stand-up comedy stage to educate other male survivors and those who try to love them. I blog about my isolated religious upbringing where physical and sexual abuse were commonplace and I serve as a facilitator of a weekly support group for men who have suffered sexual assault.