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#432507 - 04/26/13 01:37 PM an outcast "freak"...
SonOfaSoldier Offline

Registered: 04/21/13
Posts: 15
Loc: Minnesota
I've heard those two words before... long before I opened up about being transgender. It hasn't felt more true than now.. its not my fault, but it feels lily it. Be yourself my dad said. So I listened. Twenty years of pain later I wish I hadn't. Its not just my gender,its everything. I hate having a female body, it doesn't feel right. And neither does following a herd of sheep. I chose my own beliefs my own fashon style genre whatever you may call it I thought for myself I thought far deeper than :hey knew existed and institute accepting that I was different i get hurt.

All wanted was to be accepted or left alone, and for my father to see that I took his teachings to heart and be proud of me...

Now I'm facing a different battle. My foe now is no enemy, but with as pure of a heart as I've known I'm still being hurt. Either choice will only bring more pain. I don't know what to do
If you cannot overcome the current, then let the current take you. Only one certainty is sure, that the future is unknown. the river may be harsh, but still obeys Life's laws. The rest is up to you

#432530 - 04/26/13 05:24 PM " [Re: SonOfaSoldier]
lbcali1978 Offline

Registered: 02/16/12
Posts: 217

Edited by lbcali1978 (04/29/13 06:12 AM)
They said

Come home

I said

I'm confused and alone

They said

We understand

I found out they don't

I'll walk the path exactly how I've always done it


#432907 - 04/29/13 10:18 PM Re: " [Re: SonOfaSoldier]
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Registered: 05/16/12
Posts: 1159
Loc: ""

Edited by bodyguard8367 (02/27/14 04:13 AM)

#433211 - 05/02/13 02:02 AM Re: " [Re: SonOfaSoldier]
kcinohio Offline

Registered: 06/06/12
Posts: 511
Loc: Ohio
Welcome SonOfaSoldier. Glad you're here.

#434865 - 05/16/13 08:22 PM Re: " [Re: SonOfaSoldier]
lapchinj Offline

Registered: 06/07/11
Posts: 1481
Loc: New York
Hey SonOfaSoldier,

Sorry you find it necessary to be here but we are all brothers here. You will find caring individuals that are willing to help you. All you need is to get comfortable here and join in. You will find friendships you never had before, you will make true friends not just people that look at you sympathetically. Be happy with yourself, you are an amazing person. You have done an amazing thing being yourself.

I remember in high school in the '60s that I was called among other things a faggot. I had long hair so that ment that I was a hippie. If I was a hippie then I was an anti war protester. If I was an anti war protester then I was a faggot. And if I was a faggot I could be bullied and beat up and on and on and on.

I'm sure you will hear plenty of such stories here and some that are so gross you can't even finish reading their posts.

You came to the right place, you will grow here and feel part of a loving community. There are plenty of resources also for you to go through. So many people are here willing to help in any way they can. So I'm sorry you had to come but it's a pleasure meeting you.

Peace, Rainbows, Love & Healing
Stick around, It will get better....🌹🌹🌹


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