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#432478 - 04/26/13 06:05 AM Gone forever
PoeThePanda Offline

Registered: 10/24/12
Posts: 25
Loc: Ontario
She's gone forever, I messed up. It really is my fault this time. I miss her, it's been 8 months apart now and it's not getting better, I miss her so much. There aren't enough fish in the sea, she was the one, I loved her and I still do.

I'll keep pushing though, and continue to live my life. I just wanted to let someone know that I miss her and it's unbearable. I have to get to a better place, whether she comes back or not. We do not talk much anymore, I wanna let her know I miss her, don't know if that's good for me or not.
Quiet the noises
And leave your ears free to hear
What is going on,
Right Here.

Do not cower in fear
For when the morning rays mate with the leaves
Through your eyes it will be clear,
That there was actually nothing to fear.

#432819 - 04/29/13 10:04 AM Re: Gone forever [Re: PoeThePanda]
peroperic2009 Offline

Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3863
Loc: South-East Europe
Hey PeThePanda,
I hope you are feeling better lately. It is not easy for anyone to accept some losses, for survivors it could be harder many times more frown
Keep searching and fighting!

My story

#432927 - 04/30/13 01:09 AM Re: Gone forever [Re: PoeThePanda]
kinghenri Offline

Registered: 05/06/09
Posts: 221
Loc: Tucson Arizona
I feel you man.

I'm in the same boat.

Stay strong.
"In my life, I have seen,
People walk into the sea,
Just to find memories,
Plagued by constant misery,
Their eyes cast down,
Fixed upon the ground,
Their eyes cast down

I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun"

#432939 - 04/30/13 01:46 AM Re: Gone forever [Re: PoeThePanda]
Hopefulone Offline

Registered: 02/09/11
Posts: 117
Loc: Ontario
I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time, Poe. I hope you're feeling stronger soon. Sending good vibes your way.


#432947 - 04/30/13 02:11 AM Re: Gone forever [Re: PoeThePanda]
Jonathan64 Offline

Registered: 05/10/12
Posts: 15
Loc: A happy place
She lives on in your heart.
My Autobiography I am writing has a long title with a few sentances. The name at the end is not a real name. Its a anonymus name. My book is called...
Through the eyes of a child,
The impact of child sexual abuse on ones life,
The true story of how one little boy learned to survive and endure.


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