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#432812 - 04/29/13 07:06 AM Goodbye
lbcali1978 Offline

Registered: 02/16/12
Posts: 217
When I see patterns in anything I get curious

When they are consistent patterns I draw a conclusion

Just perhaps it did go too far

Whatever the heck that means

I don't burn bridges

I annihilate them, when I have no intention of ever crossing them again

I wrote and changed my password for
Then threw it away to never remember it.

Take care everyone and heal well
They said

Come home

I said

I'm confused and alone

They said

We understand

I found out they don't

I'll walk the path exactly how I've always done it


#432813 - 04/29/13 07:12 AM Re: Goodbye [Re: lbcali1978]
peroperic2009 Offline

Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3866
Loc: South-East Europe
Hey man, what is happening, is everything alright?
Hang on, I hope you will feel better soon

My story

#432816 - 04/29/13 08:11 AM Re: Goodbye [Re: lbcali1978]
WriterKeith Offline

Registered: 12/30/10
Posts: 980
You are surrounded with supportive friends, some whom you've yet to meet.

If "lbcali" stands for Long Beach, California, you are literally my neighbor down the street.

#432826 - 04/29/13 12:00 PM Re: Goodbye [Re: lbcali1978]
SoccerStar Offline

Registered: 10/15/12
Posts: 929
That's 3 in a week, isn't it? frown
My story

"Don't think it hasn't been a little slice of Heaven just because it hasn't!" --Bugs Bunny

#432835 - 04/29/13 02:09 PM Re: Goodbye [Re: lbcali1978]
BuffaloCO Offline

Registered: 07/14/12
Posts: 490
I understand that feeling, being alone, but really you are not alone brother! There are a lot of people here and we all have different stories but the hurt we feel is shared. I know trying again is hard, as I tried a lot of times before I found connections, help and healing. I know you can too. You are not alone and you do not have to live alone with this anymore. Look at my profile and posts if you want, or Weiter Keith or Peroperic or SoccerStar and see if any one of us is maybe someone you could connect with. If you think I can help, please send me a message if you want. I can and will listen. You are not alone.
�We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark. The real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.� - Plato

#432855 - 04/29/13 03:54 PM Re: Goodbye [Re: lbcali1978]
dark empathy Offline

Registered: 11/26/07
Posts: 2712
Loc: durham, north england
lbcali, I do appreciate the feeling. Back in 2007-08,I deleted ms from my computer three times, i even went into my brouser cash files and removed all the trails that could've possibly linked me to the site or enabled me to find it again.

I realized however two things. Ms wasn't my problem, sa and it's affects was my problem, and that wasn't going to go away however many files I deleted, and also that ms doesn't have any encumbent duty upon me or anyone else.

If you want to post something on ms, post it, if you do not, do not. Same with reading others posts and responding to them, that's one of the beauties of the forum format. One member of ms once told me "In recovery everyone has to be slightly selfish"

I'm not going to tell you to stay, lbcali since everyone's journey is different, but I do wonder what your reasons for leaving are and whether you could considder discussing them with the guys hear, since generally your not going to find better support or a more understanding and compassionate bunch of people anywhere.

If you choose to leave I'll miss seeing your posts myself, but fair enough that is your prerogative and I wish you luck in your future journey, however I hope you do decide to stay, and if you want to share your reasons with myself and the rest of the people here that would be fine too.

Whatever you decide to do I wish you the best.

#432891 - 04/29/13 09:38 PM Re: Goodbye [Re: lbcali1978]
Lancer Offline

Registered: 07/13/12
Posts: 901
Loc: Florida
Sorry to hear this Ward. I know you've had a lot going on lately, not just MS. And, as above, some of us jettison MS when it gets to be too much. The pw may be gone, but you can still see public posts. With that in mind, when/if you want to come back, we're here.

#432892 - 04/29/13 09:42 PM Re: Goodbye [Re: lbcali1978]
bodyguard8367 Offline

Registered: 05/16/12
Posts: 1159
Loc: ""

Edited by bodyguard8367 (02/27/14 04:11 AM)

#432949 - 04/30/13 02:16 AM Re: Goodbye [Re: lbcali1978]
Jonathan64 Offline

Registered: 05/10/12
Posts: 15
Loc: A happy place
We all have our painful moments and painful struggles. But here is where we can find healing.
My Autobiography I am writing has a long title with a few sentances. The name at the end is not a real name. Its a anonymus name. My book is called...
Through the eyes of a child,
The impact of child sexual abuse on ones life,
The true story of how one little boy learned to survive and endure.

#432998 - 04/30/13 12:01 PM Re: Goodbye [Re: lbcali1978]
ThisMan Offline

Registered: 01/23/13
Posts: 778
Loc: upper south
Thanks for the pm s and the support, Ward. Take care, be strong, return some day.
For now we see through a glass, darkly.

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