Originally Posted By: Life's A Dream
Originally Posted By: traveler
LAD - IMHO, it seems more likely that it was so traumatic that your memory has blocked it - that is a very possible/probable CAUSE of your dissociative amnesia.

Would kind of make sense, because having anal sex now, I very often feel severe panic like I'm going to die, and I have it even if I'm past the point of any physical pain down there.

Well, yes, and I'm still worried about it. I'm hoping my new T can help straighten it all out. But that's the kind of pain and trauma that causes dissociative disorder in little kids. The emotional panic alone can cause dissociation.