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#429255 - 03/27/13 05:34 AM Athenian Runt (sad)
Jacob S Offline

Registered: 01/01/13
Posts: 690
Loc: where the shadows lie
people do better when I'm not around
People laugh louder when I don't make a sound
People smile brighter if I'm not in their sight
People sing softer on a Jacobless night.

I think I am a runt
Destined to be eaten by my peers
I think I was hurt
So the more important would be spared.

I think there were multiple perps
Because I was already spilt milk
Like nature's way of containing the problem
Gang up on the one who is already sick

Do I exist
just so that others
could stay clean?

Was God's plan
to sacrifice my soul
to make me a machine?

A friend once said to me
he'd never marry a non-virgin
because they are damaged goods.

What does that make me?
He was a fool and very wrong.
But the phrase is in my head.

Damaged goods.
Already ruined.
No sense trying to fix it now.
Might as well feed him to the pigs.

Might as well, right?
I mean, it would make sense
for God to do that.

If he's not going to stop the monsters
might as well round them up
get them to all feed at the same trough

get them to all hurt the same kids
better then everyone getting hurt

The Ancient Athenians sent 14 children
to feed the Minotaur.
It was either that or have the entire town
be slaughtered.

That's who I am.
The child of Athens,
sacrificed so the rest of the children
would never know what true pain is.

The first time was a tragedy.
The rest? Eh, might as well.
Better than some other kid.
Some child who still deserves love.
I am a veteran of the soul wars.

#429263 - 03/27/13 08:49 AM Re: Athenian Runt (sad) [Re: Jacob S]
mike13 Offline

Registered: 02/02/11
Posts: 419
Loc: California USA
Nice work Jacob. It is so easy to believe what you have written because I have lived this lie of over 35 years myself. I don't fully understand why this dump truck full of crap has been dumped on us but I do know one thing for sure it was not our fault. Please remember that I am here to help you feel good about yourself. Please message me if you need help Mike

#429486 - 03/29/13 06:52 PM Re: Athenian Runt (sad) [Re: Jacob S]
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Registered: 05/16/12
Posts: 1159
Loc: ""

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