And she stood me up. Nevermind. I don't need anybody. I'll never be good enough for any woman.
Dude, I'm sorry. That's fucked up! Did she say why she cancelled on you? Could it be she has a legit reason and you guys could reschedule the get-together? I know, probably not but hopefully the next time you talk to her she'll have some kind of explanation.
Don't feel like you're not good enough for woman just because one beeotch stood you up. If you want a relationship or even just a experimental sexual experience with a woman, there is someone out there for you. Don't give up hope of that.
Oh, and as far as sex mixed with pot goes, everyone is different. For some people pot makes sex better. For me, it makes it impossible. The thing is, pot enhances everything. If you're totally comfortable with sex and get great pleasure from it, pot will probably enhance that. If you have CSA issues that get in the way of sex, it can enhance those to. Personally, I can have a great time with a sex toy after smoking some pot but if I'm stoned with a woman I can never get it up, not even with a suck-start. It's like a cold, dead, eraser down there. Stoned sex? No thank you. At that point I'd much rahter just curl up on the sofa, eat Doritos and watch South Park.
Hey man, definitely let us know what happens with this. Surely she's going to have some kind of excuse, whether it's legit or not. You never know, it could still happen. Keep us posted. Peace,