(For those asking why I want the memories, its because they show up anyway, I want to have a little control over when they show up. So I can interrogate them and figure them out.)
Jacob find it real interesting your use of the word control here; isnít it the ultimate in self-control to deny what happened to us, to force us to forget; or is it just more programming, donít tell, canít tell, forget about it?
The other thing is at least for me the recalled memories seem to come up when I can handle them; meaning if I remembered even 2 months ago what Iíve remembered recently it might have set me over the edge, it might be too much? Like you though I would give anything to be able to remember my early life like the rest, not some effíd up slide-show trying to pretend to be a Hollywood movie, but the real deal, ff,rev, and find, including Oscars for script and direction, hell maybe even one for myself, I never had a stunt double, that was my blood on screen.