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#427329 - 03/07/13 12:26 AM m
Sterling Offline

Registered: 10/25/08
Posts: 1873
Loc: Winnipeg, Manitoba,Canada
I am just lonely. And i was at a restaurant last night-

" i'd like to order fries w/ gravy"

cute chick!
just gave me a great smile "hey do you think you can add
extra gravy ?"
" i ll just tell him extra"

i am an idiot! I should have talked or something.
It is just i hate my member down there. And i think i will
be laughted at.
Oh well.
I eat crap, when i am down/depressed. I ate so much garbage
last night. " oh i need a daddy.DADDY! , blah blah.

My folks said i can have the money if i sell the car.
I just wait for the day; fuckin feelings! and i am
tired of 'love you crap to everyone.
that is my 24 hours


#427349 - 03/07/13 03:48 AM Re: m [Re: Sterling]
peroperic2009 Offline

Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3856
Loc: South-East Europe
hey Goran, good to see you wink
When I'm down some simplest thing I can do when dealing for others. For example going to shopping and buying some clothes, I'm avoiding it and pray that some of my friends would take me there as their company, lol. I just don't like shopping malls and noise there.
And when I'm with someone that I like a lot, oh man, than I can't pull one word out, lol. It is hard sometimes as it adds to feelings of isolation and helplessness and I need to work a lot on reaching to others when I have such needs.

I want to tell you that you are not alone!
Be well my friend wink

My story

#427386 - 03/07/13 07:19 PM Re: m [Re: peroperic2009]
Sterling Offline

Registered: 10/25/08
Posts: 1873
Loc: Winnipeg, Manitoba,Canada
thanks buddy ; you R too kind.


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