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#42706 - 06/20/03 04:01 AM I am sorry
Leosha Offline

Registered: 06/18/03
Posts: 3614
Loc: Right here
I do not respond at people, I am sorry for this. I do not know how to say what it all is. How long does this hurt as much? I do not know what to do, or how to make it through this.

Avatar photo in memory of my younger brother Makar.

"Human salvation lies in the hands of the creatively maladjusted."~~~Martin Luther King Jr., 1963

#42707 - 06/20/03 04:18 AM Re: I am sorry
Mike Church Offline
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Registered: 01/23/03
Posts: 3439
Loc: Toronto, Canada
Leosha hang tough my brother. Marc was not singling you out believe me. We just all come from different places and how we think is different. It is diversity at its best. You are deeply religious and I think you are brave for being that in today's world. Others are angry over societies perceived lack of caring; I am one of those as is Marc. But we do appreciate your posts and the thoughtfullness behind them.

Dont denigrate youself ok. Be proud as a strong survivor because that is what you are a strong survivor.




#42708 - 06/20/03 04:23 AM Re: I am sorry
Thad Offline
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Registered: 08/28/01
Posts: 1752
Loc: Oakland, CA
I'm sorry its hard for you right now but
you are reaching out - that is a start
your symptoms are from your abuse trauma and can be treated - get some help from a Therapist - its worth dealing with - you can't do it alone

meds can help you get through the rough periods too -

read some of the posts here about triggers and flashbacks (use the search function) and see what others say about it

above all - know that you are not alone with this - you will get through it and it is not going to be like this forever -

"..this place isn't a discussion's a portal..." Lupin
"The truth will set you free, but first it will probably piss you off." dwf's AA sponsor.


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