Thanks guys...It was good to be reminded of this post. I was very embarrassed that you found it but honoured by your comments.....it was a dark time for me. At the time I felt like I was bringing MS down with all my self hate and pain. I am relieved to know that it has helped others.
Wearytraveler - Nice to meet you
I hope someday you have the courage to make a list too. For me it was very freeing - to get it all 'out'.
Zug - Thank you and I am sorry you can identify with the feelings and that you have reason to be here.
DavoSwim - I am comforted that you can see some of yourself in my post. I am not alone.
ThisMan - Your words here were perfect. Thank you.
I like you too.