it is not only a big step, i'm sure you will find it is a good step. this community has made a world of difference to me. i hope you will find the support, encouragement and understanding you need.
How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?...
Therefore the law is paralyzed, and justice never prevails....