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#422838 - 01/21/13 10:49 PM gotta a chance but....
Daniel_forgotten Offline

Registered: 02/07/09
Posts: 479
I'm making a huge effort to be better and to heal some... I have the chance to talk with a psychiatrist... I mean, he's been working with me for a while but I haven't told him... I'm sleeping in a facility anyways... I feel like I should tell him but I just can't... and I'm afraid that if I do, I will go nuts... I know you will say do it but I just can't... i even tried writting a letter and I couldn't... i really wish i could.. although I don't think he or anyone can really help... sometimes i just wish i could tell some stuff to someone..

#422842 - 01/21/13 11:29 PM Re: gotta a chance but.... [Re: Daniel_forgotten]
peroperic2009 Offline

Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3864
Loc: South-East Europe
Hey Daniel,
I know how hard it is. I've got buddy who was in similar position with you and no matter how hardly he tried he just couldn't talk.
But because of some reasons he started to write me mails and here and there he told me what was happening with him since early age.
With time he put off all his fears and we talked a lot.
He even succeeded in talking to T guy although he couldn't be so open. Same was with writing, he just couldn't write some difficult stuff to T guy.
My advice for you is to not push yourself at all, if you can please try to talk about usual things, what you like or not and with some time and some luck you'll be able to feel more secure and to start talking.
It could be good maybe to talk with some of buddies from here if you are feel safe and to exchange couple of messages and see if it will go.
I did like that when I felt need to share some my problems that are not let say for everyone's ears. And after I talked with one buddy I felt huge relief and like some pain went off my back,but again I needed some time and we exchanged many messages before I disclosed my stuff.
Just keep trying!

My story

#422866 - 01/22/13 02:42 AM * [Re: Daniel_forgotten]
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Registered: 03/26/12
Posts: 2217

Edited by Smalltown80sBoy (04/29/13 06:14 PM)

#422867 - 01/22/13 02:43 AM * [Re: Daniel_forgotten]
Smalltown80sBoy Offline

Registered: 03/26/12
Posts: 2217

Edited by Smalltown80sBoy (04/29/13 06:14 PM)

#422907 - 01/22/13 02:29 PM Re: gotta a chance but.... [Re: Daniel_forgotten]
Jude Offline

Registered: 08/09/12
Posts: 1633
Loc: New England
Dear Daniel,

I know how hard it is to break the silence, it took me 42 years to do so. But the trade off is that by letting it out you will open the door to greater healing. Take your time, don't be pressured. But don't wait a lifetime either. You will know when its right.

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Sarah McLachlan

#423070 - 01/24/13 04:58 AM Re: gotta a chance but.... [Re: Jude]
pufferfish Offline

Registered: 02/26/08
Posts: 6875
Loc: USA

I'm glad you're trying so hard. That's good. Remember we have to take things slow and easy.


#423668 - 01/30/13 05:01 AM Re: gotta a chance but.... [Re: Daniel_forgotten]
behindthewall Offline

Registered: 07/28/08
Posts: 126
Loc: US
glad to see ya still around, miss our talks


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