LAD what is happening there buddy?
Please can you slow down a little bit?
Please think how to be supportive to self and caring. You know just like diaper thing not destructive and hurting self
I think that we have more than enough reasons to be concerned for you, is so difficult to acknowledge and accept that you are in some terrible spot and that you need immediate help
Please think to call that your T or social worker or someone from that ward and speak about all things that are you doing at the moment and that you've done in last two weeks?
I'm sending my warmest hug for you buddy, please fight for yourself
We love you man!