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#422404 - 01/17/13 04:37 PM The Last Place That Said They'd Be There For Me
Jacob S Offline
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Registered: 01/01/13
Posts: 644
Loc: where the shadows lie


No one asks when I go away
No one looks where I am
No one thought to miss me
Or wonder if I got banned.

No one noticed I don't post anymore
No one even checks
No one cares about my story
Or my prayer requests

I'm just a memory on a screen
black against light green
A cache to be purged
A hundred pointless words
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I will always be your champion
I will always tear the monsters from you

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#422409 - 01/17/13 05:12 PM Re: The Last Place That Said They'd Be There For Me [Re: Jacob S]
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Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3801
Loc: South-East Europe
Hey Jacob, nice poem!
I'm sorry if no one noticed your isolation frown
You are more than memory on a screen
or hundred pointless words...

I added you to my buddies I hope you are OK with that wink ?

Pero
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#422435 - 01/17/13 07:25 PM Re: The Last Place That Said They'd Be There For Me [Re: Jacob S]
BuffaloCO Offline


Registered: 07/14/12
Posts: 490
Hi Jacob, I haven't met you yet and I'm sorry you feel isolated here. No more, you can send me msgs and I'll look at your posts and prayer requests. I know my own faith is helping me a lot now, and leading me to try to help others. I signed up here last July and there are a lot of good people here, and resources too.

I am in chat a lot, as Im looking for a new job and trying to get back to school. So you can look for me there too. There are also a lot of awesome people in chat here, and it's a safe place too.

You are not just a memory, or pointless words or anything perps may have said. You are with friends, brothers and people who care. So I'm saying hi, and am willing to reach out any way I can. Together we can move forward and find healing and freedom from the past. I totally believe that. Welcome brother!
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�We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark. The real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.� - Plato

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#422470 - 01/18/13 12:52 AM Re: The Last Place That Said They'd Be There For Me [Re: Jacob S]
Jacob S Offline
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Registered: 01/01/13
Posts: 644
Loc: where the shadows lie
Thanks for the support guys. The poem is actually about another website. It was the last (as in most recent) place to say they cared and the poem is about that site, not this one. The jury is still out here and I'm always afraid it will be another in a long line of disappointments, but I haven't felt that yet. And your guys words make me optimistic and really do mean a lot.
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I will always tear the monsters from you

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