Welcome, wearytraveler - from a fellow "traveler!"
you'll find plenty of company here - including those who can identify with and understand practically any variety of experience you can recall.
hope you find your journey is made less difficult by the resources and companionship you discover here. if you have questions, just ask - someone is sure to respond. we are here for one another.
"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"