Hang on Gecko,
one my friend showed me couple months ago the song that he and his buddies in junior school or kindergarten were singing for Christmas. It is song about lonely boy who is playing with snow flakes.
I were crying all evening when listening that song. Even I have many photos from childhood, even my parents were full of love and support, there were moments when I as boy was left completely alone and that feeling is haunting me ever since from time to time.
I wonder is there sadder feeling of being left alone as child ?
There are many things that could easily bring such hurtful emotions on surface, sometimes we are more fragile and we can easily get into it, sometimes we are more solid.
Hang on brother!
And you know now when I almost cried (yep it is embarrassing but true
) when reading about your feelings I just need to give you my warmest hug, you are not alone my friend