Love you guys.
I am still a virgin.
I dont know if i am gay. I am not crazy about
labelling myself. I just
want to be loved. I am scrared of women.
Ah, men ,too!
I need cuddling. I need a friend -i want
this gone. I dont want this shit ,anymore!
I would love to hang-out with a guy.
But i dont think i could perform sexually.
Y'know i even cringe at the word 'sex'.
I worrry too much. But my dad and
what they all did ,is unforgivable!
My brother , i think wants -for him and i
to connect. I dont want this to happen.
My mom sure does. I think my mom thinks i am
gay. I say this b/c last week my dad and i
seen an older couple kissing outside a coffee
shop. I said "i like that". And i added how
i seen an older couple holding hands a day earlier.
And adding that i love romance.
He brought this up while the both of us were
having coffee with my mom that very evening and
i said "yeah i like it when people hold hands,
it doesnt matter how old you are".
So my mom with great concern said to me" Goran
please dont do that in Toronto, esp. Preodrag
(her nephew ,who lives there) ,is there- they
So i immedatley was thinking " what the hell"?
she must assume that i am gay..lwhat else could it
be ? I told her i never had a girlfriend in
my hometown ( i lived up in Northern Manitoba till i
Thanks for everything you guys.