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#416030 - 11/12/12 08:53 AM No one was there but me?
webelos Offline

Registered: 10/27/12
Posts: 12
Loc: in mountains both in my mind a...
Everywhere I look I can't find anyone who will confirm this happened. It is like there is this different person that I became for a moment in time who haunts me now. But no one in my real life seems to know anything about it. They all think I must be crazy to think this could have happened. So I am very confused - how could this be? I feel the abuse that happened but there isn't any evidence that I was ever there in the first place. Even the other boy that was there doesn't feel there was anything wrong at the time. Are there two sides to life?
transition from cub scouts to boy scouts wasn't easy. It was hard to go from the safety of den mothers to the world of men and older boys.

#416032 - 11/12/12 10:13 AM Re: No one was there but me? [Re: webelos]
cant_remember Offline

Registered: 02/26/05
Posts: 1070

I, too, have no evidence of my abuse, and yet it is there, haunting me and hurting me and affecting my sexuality every day.

You are not alone.

Do not deny the feelings of hurt and loss that you have just because you can't find someone to confirm them.

Embrace your hurt self. Your pain is real and you are not crazy.

I'll be just fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But I won't let sorrow get me way down.


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