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#413912 - 10/22/12 03:58 AM I've just posted part two of my story...
crazy gecko Offline

Registered: 10/04/12
Posts: 309
... and I'm terrified of what those who read it will think.

Posting this was the main reason why I joined malesurvivor. I can count the people I've told on my one hand, and I don't know how much longer I can live with this secret. I need to get it out and I thought that a group of fellow abuse survivors would be the easiest place to start. (If anything about this can be called easy...)

It is not like other abuse stories. I did something truly terrible when I was 16, and ever since I've lived my life in terror that someone would find out and tell the rest of the world who and what I really am.

It hasn't been approved yet, but... OMG. I already regret posting it, but I promised myself I'll go through with it...
I guess what I'm trying to say
Is whose life is it anyway because livin'
Living is the best revenge
You can play
-- Def Leppard

My Story, Part 2

My blog

#413913 - 10/22/12 04:01 AM Re: I've just posted part two of my story... [Re: crazy gecko]
peroperic2009 Offline


Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3791
Loc: South-East Europe
Hang on Gecko,
Take it easy. You are doing great thing by letting out all that burden.
Don't be hard on yourself. You have my full support no matter how terrible or difficult circumstances could be, OK smile ?

My story

#413915 - 10/22/12 04:42 AM Re: I've just posted part two of my story... [Re: crazy gecko]
traveler Offline

Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 3965
Loc: settling in the USA again
Gecko - you are among friends here. you took a courageous step.
i have consistently been surprised at the capacity for compassion i have found among the members here.
"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"


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