... and I'm terrified of what those who read it will think.
Posting this was the main reason why I joined malesurvivor. I can count the people I've told on my one hand, and I don't know how much longer I can live with this secret. I need to get it out and I thought that a group of fellow abuse survivors would be the easiest place to start. (If anything about this can be called easy...)
It is not like other abuse stories. I did something truly terrible when I was 16, and ever since I've lived my life in terror that someone would find out and tell the rest of the world who and what I really am.
It hasn't been approved yet, but... OMG. I already regret posting it, but I promised myself I'll go through with it...
I guess what I'm trying to say
Is whose life is it anyway because livin'
Living is the best revenge
You can play
-- Def LeppardMy Story
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