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#412278 - 10/05/12 01:46 PM a change in the air
dragon Offline

Registered: 04/17/12
Posts: 355
Loc: on the river between Hades n V...
as the fall crisp air rolls in
a new beginning is in the making
as the summer weather leaves
so do horrid hot memories

Crisp clean air on the horizon
with leaves falling and changing colors
the season is approaching
All Hallow's Eve

As the monsters and demons get ready for season
Our monsters and demons need not get ready
They hide among us in normalcy
No one stopping to think that normal person is the monster

A favorite holiday still it is
despite the pain it holds
it sparks the excitement of my childlike being
I grow excited yet fearful

A new beginning for me comes in two small bundles
Awaiting their arrival much like a child awaiting the treat
Excited and Anxious are hand to hand here
so is Fear and my fight or flight response

A new beginning with two new arrivals and 1 older one here
A forbidden secret love of lion like proportion and wolf like stance
A joining of the clans becoming one family
Hallow's Eve shall no longer be fear ridden for me

The leaves drop from their trees dying to begin again
changing color to make a horrid thing beautiful
once changed the many uses of them are used
maybe someone can look hard and see the many colors it is

As the season comes in the change is apparent
The demons and monsters come from hiding
they walk among us with neither fear or care
Haunting us like usual and not hiding it

While they walk among us free and fearless
We scramble to cover up and mask and disguise
we become vampires, ghouls and goblins
super heroes, demons, and wrestlers neither free and fear stricken

We can dress up and cover up our fear and shame
We have hidden it well enough already
No one will know nor seem to realize
that the anxious child is only anxious to cover up the hurt

I sit here with you holding a hand
our demons of past and present coming to be seen
our future laying out on road covered with the dying leaves
How gorgeous in color they are with gold, red and orange

As summer air falls behind us
Autumn air surrounds us
we step forward into the journey
stepping to the Winter shock that awaits

I take your hand into mine
as if taking away the fear from you
you take away mine as well
the new season is abound and we meet it full force
I don't want to look back;I just want to start again;Somebody save me--- Pop Evil: Broken and Betrayed

I want justice I want you overthrown;I want courage I want to stand alone;I want your arrogance and I want your pain;I want your everything and I want you dead--- Rev Theory: Justice

#412296 - 10/05/12 09:54 PM Re: a change in the air [Re: dragon]
traveler Offline

Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 4101
Loc: resettling in NE Ohio
Great work, Dragon!
love the positive determination.
keep on believing and hold on.

"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"


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