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#411771 - 09/29/12 07:54 PM I hope I don't wake up tomorrow
Kentcountyguy Offline

Registered: 06/26/12
Posts: 1
Loc: Moncton, NB Canada
I don't know why I'm writing on here. Was abused by a boss and a pastor in my teens and it's all coming back to kick me in the balls right now. It happened in the late 80's in Riverview and Moncton, NB Canada if anyone on here is from the area.

Just wanted to say hi I guess

#411772 - 09/29/12 08:00 PM Re: I hope I don't wake up tomorrow [Re: Kentcountyguy]
Country Offline

Registered: 02/29/12
Posts: 654
Loc: Alabama
I have definitely felt like this before. Just wanted to never wake up. Sorry you went thru this and hoping you get to feeling better. Best in healing. You are not alone
Ephesians 6:13

Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.

Ephesians 5:25

Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her

#411779 - 09/29/12 08:54 PM Re: I hope I don't wake up tomorrow [Re: Kentcountyguy]
Jude Offline

Registered: 08/09/12
Posts: 1633
Loc: New England
Hi Kent,

This is a community of men who have been kicked HARD in the balls. Posting publicly is a courageous first step toward recovery. You did it because you need to deal with the effects of the abuse in your life, and heal. Keep posting and keep listening. There's a life waiting for you as a whole healthy man and its within your power to get there.

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Sarah McLachlan

#411891 - 10/01/12 12:45 PM Re: I hope I don't wake up tomorrow [Re: Kentcountyguy]
JustScott Offline
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Registered: 01/28/08
Posts: 2615
Loc: Central PA
Hi back at you.

One little step at a time. The wounds from what happened can be healed even if they seem overwhelming and utterly impassable.

Keep talking and sharing. Every little bit put out there is a little bit less you have to carry.


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