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#411268 - 09/24/12 06:22 PM nothing special
Sterling Offline

Registered: 10/25/08
Posts: 1894
Loc: Winnipeg, Manitoba,Canada
Yesterday, i was soooo lonely.
I think it is b/c i am at work by myself.
I was going to call a guy out for coffee.
This guy i think is gay.
I think it is important that i dont actually , call him.

He is the guy who wrote some heavy remarks on a wall where, he
worked as a drywaller and i was working at the same place
as a security guard.
He also wrote his phone number.
My wanting to cal him is NOT GOOD!

Even tho he is attracted to me .i am just letting these aweful
emotions of when my dad sexually abused me and i was THE girl.
I think - this is murderous on me.
So i am sure that i DO not call this guy.
I hate the feeling of being by-myself on this.

this website is heavy BUT might help some guys outthere
concerned about their penis size:

a woman therapist gave me this address; however i found it
overwhelming. BUT i am getting overwhelmed b/c i allow it
to overwhelm me.
I plan to talk about all this to my therapist.

I really like you guys .
I hope my move to Toronto is sooner.

good for all guys ( and women)
xo goran

#411343 - 09/25/12 07:50 AM Re: nothing special [Re: Sterling]
peroperic2009 Offline

Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3860
Loc: South-East Europe
Hey Goran,
I'm happy to hear about some good news from you smile
I'm glad that you didn't call that guy, you followed your guts and inner feelings and that is good.
Many of us survivors are heavily fighting with ourselves and some thoughts that are left after some abuse, we have to learn how to not act on them. I know that I'll have some always I guess, but I have to build my strength to be able to chose not to follow it.
Please talk with your therapist about all that bothers you, I hope you'll get some support and understanding.
Keep sharing with us smile


Pero (Igor)
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