JustScott, I will have to check out that book. I have been feeling so down lately because of this. I am thinking, well if I didnt say anything, and some of the time...I acually liked it, that I must not have been a victim. This has been eating away at me, and reading what you wrote has made it a lot easier. I appreciate your sharing of your experiences. This is so confusing, but the more I read, the more I find that I am not alone. That I will begin to be ok one day. That I am not a freak for responding to it that way I did. Thanks again....Take care smile

Regs....I am trying not to give up. Sometimes it is hard, and I think that life would be easier if I just burry back in whatever hole it was in until I let it out, but I am standing strong so far. Thank you for the words of inspiration. Take care.