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#409095 - 09/05/12 07:59 PM journey
dragon Offline

Registered: 04/18/12
Posts: 355
Loc: on the river between Hades n V...
A brother taken from me
A brother that chose to leave
A brother that chose to to turn his back and walk

A brother none of blood taken from me
A punishment and lesson we must learn
Paying dearly and not able to fight back
A lesson learned in the most horrible ways

A brother none of blood never leaving my side
Always there to comfort me and console me
Loosing temper when the little one I am fucks up
Trying to teach me to survive and live

He is always there when needing him no questions ever asked
Though he gets angry at me its never from hate or cruelty
Always from his love and protective nature
An older brother I may not even deserve

Another brother none of blood with me
Always there to protect and keep safe
Teaching me survival and ways around
Bound together for safety and to stay together

Loosing temper with a little one
Never in hate nor cruel ways
In love and protectiveness
Just wanting him safe and to be safe himself

He is always there ever present helping
Guiding him to make right decisions
Helping him through the darkness that surrounds them
Always comforting me and i may not deserve him either

Two brothers none of blood
Loving and caring
Protective and Intelligent
Does this young soul deserve their love and kinship?

Does the young one deserve their compassion and understanding
Does he deserve this newly bonded family status
He knows he loves them both undeniably
He knows he'd do what ever it takes to keep them safe

A blood brother chose to end a life cut short
Missing him is not mistaken
grief and hatred going together
missing what once was and not missing what it came to be

A brother in blood the oldest of three
chose to walk out and blame the youngest of three
Judging and failing to protect his blood
the ultimate deception when he knows truth and wishes death

A deception of two blood related
a father figure casting him out like a broken toy
Swearing to help and protect
never there now for he has caste the young one out

A brother in blood who was there always
a brother of love and of hate
the tortured soul and now the torturing one
promised to protect yet protecting his self

he who turned the other direction in the face of evil
he who turned corners to sell his young kin
misrepresenting love with deceitful love and hate
an ultimate betrayal of brother who turned abuser and seller

a young soul fighting now for survival
loosing two blood relations
but did he really loose anything at all?
or did he just gain something more than that?

fighting now in the company of his newly formed kinship
5 among strong and going through same personal hell
never stopping or giving in
fighting to survive and be free

fighting among friends that are like him
a community to turn to now
always knowing never alone
always knowing someone understands

a young soul finding he is loved truly
loved by his brothers
always loving his brothers back
Always trying to protect them as they protect him

as his journey ended at ages ago
he knows now that it only begins
he knows that this journey is the hardest now
never alone though now in the company of his newly formed family
I don't want to look back;I just want to start again;Somebody save me--- Pop Evil: Broken and Betrayed

I want justice I want you overthrown;I want courage I want to stand alone;I want your arrogance and I want your pain;I want your everything and I want you dead--- Rev Theory: Justice

#409398 - 09/07/12 07:17 PM Re: journey [Re: dragon]
bodyguard8367 Offline

Registered: 05/16/12
Posts: 1159
Loc: ""

Edited by bodyguard8367 (02/27/14 01:34 AM)
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#409446 - 09/08/12 02:29 AM Re: journey [Re: dragon]
traveler Offline

Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 4286
Loc: resettling in NE Ohio
Jayy -

keep going, bro - that's what this "journey" is about.
you'll make it.

How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?...
Therefore the law is paralyzed, and justice never prevails....
Habakkuk 1:2-3

#409492 - 09/08/12 02:17 PM Re: journey [Re: dragon]
peroperic2009 Offline

Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3864
Loc: South-East Europe
Hey Jayy,
I hope you and your brothers will keep going trough journey together no matter on difficult circumstances and many obstacles. It is hearth breaking for me to know how you care for each other, and certainly kind of miracle that you all meet (non blood brothers). I pray for every one of you!

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