Here's a documentary film called Dutch Injustice (about 20 minutes) that details the teen-boy trafficking racket in Amsterdam and its connection to major figures in the Dutch power elite.

This could be seriously triggering, as it has interviews with victim/survivors that covers "snuff porn," so be careful:

I find this documentary a helpful tool in understanding one more playground of the perp elite.
Recovery is possible. Hang in there, brothers.