How many times do I have to hear how amazing I am, how special I am and how lucky anyone would be to have me but at the end of it is anyone but the person saying it. If I was so special and wonderful would I be so alone and in so much pain?

What do I have to do to just have one person love me and be in my life with me?

This emotional pain is physical now, how much more can I endure how much more can I survive?

I am tired if the pain on all levels.

To be sick is to be fragmented. To be healed is to become whole, and to become whole one must be in harmony with family, friends, and nature" -Navajo-