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#406670 - 08/13/12 03:59 PM Night Saviors (TRIGGER)
dragon Offline

Registered: 04/18/12
Posts: 355
Loc: on the river between Hades n V...
I close my eyes and let sleep come
I am trying to force sleep for i must rest
I hate the dreams and nightmares
I hate waking up screaming and crying loudly

Abandoned by everyone I known
Left alone to fend for myself in horror
Used and abused and left broken like a busted toy
Sleep was the enemy and my guard left down

I lay here now listening to hushed whispers and dogs barking
I hear the sounds coming from the hall still
The dark silhouettes coming in over me
Demons in the night slashing at me with sharp nails and teeth

Demons ripping and gnawing at my flesh and whatever little i wear
taking my innocence or what ever is left of my life i have
raping and beating me into submission over and over again
cruelty from them with cuts and stabs and burns to my skin

Horror and dreams come together all in one
Horror and reality are the same for me
I dream to appease my horrors i live
yet those horrors come to me still

In times of darkness I found you
Found both of you in time of despair and desperation
now i lay here between you both
Brothers to me not of blood but of bonded trust for each other

I can crawl out of my hell and horror of night sleep
Crawl into your awaiting arms and be safe and secure
I can crawl between you two and everything melts away
You take away that horror and take it upon yourself

Nightmares never come with you two beside me
Yous listen to my cries and pleas and comfort me
You are my guardians of night time
Guardians of my health and well being and safety

Your arms around me not hurting like the demons i know
Your kiss to my forehead never anything more
Your fingers in my hair not grabbing or pulling but pushing hair back gently
Breathe on my neck I can stand and not fear

I lay here waiting for sleep to come in darkness
Darkness i still fear from nightmares ever present
Darkness that can become bare-able when in your arms
Sleepless nights still occupying most majority

My demons and horrors and memories and present fade in dark
My brothers of trust and not of blood are with me always
I can look to them and seek the help and caring understanding I need
I can look to them as protectors and saviors and teachers

My brothers not of blood I love thee
I thank you for being with me every night
My guardians I appreciate what you do for me always
I only wish and hope I can continue to be there for you to

I lay and await for sleep hoping the demons don't show
I lay wrapped in your arms and know i am safe
I lay wrapped in safeness and love so i can sleep
You sacrifice your nights so I can sleep in peace

Forever your little one
forever my big brothers
forever friends and trusted companions
forever loved ones and family now to me

i lay here wrapped in warmth of love
waiting for darkness to subside and daylight to come
i can only sleep in day for less fear is there
i await for sleep wrapped in the safety of my fellow brothers

As night fades to daylight we three give way to sleep
Each trying to comfort the other and protect each
Each bound in secrecy to each other as protection
Each never far from the others minds or hearts

As daylight rises our eyes heavy and we call to sleep
Knowing each one is always there
I close my eyes and call to sleep
I run into your arms as always trying to stave off my nightly demons that come back to me always

Edited by dragon (08/13/12 04:20 PM)
I don't want to look back;I just want to start again;Somebody save me--- Pop Evil: Broken and Betrayed

I want justice I want you overthrown;I want courage I want to stand alone;I want your arrogance and I want your pain;I want your everything and I want you dead--- Rev Theory: Justice

#407067 - 08/17/12 01:31 PM Re: Night Saviors (TRIGGER) [Re: dragon]
bodyguard8367 Offline

Registered: 05/16/12
Posts: 1159
Loc: ""

Edited by bodyguard8367 (02/27/14 12:56 AM)
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