good post, Gary!
you've made remarkable progress in a short time. it take some of us months to get to the place where we can make the statements you just did - all in one gulp!
i hope you are aware of the change and encouraged by this.
keep at it - for your sake - and for all those who are reading along...
How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?...
Therefore the law is paralyzed, and justice never prevails....