Trust is the big thing I had to get over before I could feel better about myself.
I now know that I am capable of loving and receiving love back. He accepts me for who I am...Even though I still complain about how I weigh. I went to see a counselor at school which took a lot, learned it was easy to trust her. Then went to school, it was even easier to trust her. She wasn't going to judge me, she knew what I was going through. It was terrible...The thoughts of feeling naked when I was fully clothed out in public. Feeling like everyone was looking at me and making fun of me. I don't care anymore, I don't care what you think, I am who I am and I am not going to change for you.
I thank my friends for being there for me, and I also thank you guys for being here for me. You guys taught me that I wasn't alone with my problems. I didn't need to live like that. I have a lot more energy now, I want to go out and do something, I want to get through school already. I want to get a job and be successful. Yes, I still have a few problems and am still scared that I will return to the way I was.
But I still have a long time to live, and I will use that time the best I can
I love you guys,