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#400252 - 06/12/12 09:27 PM father's promise
dragon Offline

Registered: 04/18/12
Posts: 355
Loc: on the river between Hades n V...
I went to see you the other day
how I miss you right now
i saw you again today
can i be strong and strong to do this

my beloved always remember i love you
you are safer now and that matters
you are my light and life
no one will hurt you ever

I promise this won't be forever
i promise that this will be a fun adventure
i promise that i will come get you when its safe to
we will then go to a new adventure all our own

I promise that your baby brother will join you
I won't ever leave you
my fate is at their mercy
your fate and safety are mine to give you

you are with my trusted friends
god parents to you
god parents for your baby brother
family to me

My sons as i make the journey i must make i miss you
i miss your laughter
i miss your every word
i miss the hugs and i love you's

it pains me to have to do this
its not the choice i wanted to make
its the choice i must make
take you into hell or give you to heaven and freedom

i choose to give you what i never had
i promise you that you will never know the pain i am in
i promise you that you will not ever know these horrors
i promise life to you and safety

How can i keep you here with me??
How can i bring your baby brother into this in short months??
how can i be this selfish to both of you?
isn't being a good father doing what's right for your kids??

i may feel like shit now and until i can rejoin you
i may get pissed and angry seeing you smiling with them
i know i gave you life of no pain and hurt
i know i gave you all i could
my undying love and a chance at the normal life for you

my child go with them
cry now if you must
cry the tears for yourself and myself
cry for the both of us

we are under the same moon and stars
we are under the same sun and clouds
we are on the same earth
but for now we must not be under the same house

daddy love you my son
daddy will fix things and make it safe again for us
daddy is keeping you safe by making this option
doing this kills me more

I promise to always love you no matter how far apart we are
I promise to always love you for you
I promise to always love you no matter who you love
I promise never to turn my back on you when you are in need

I promise i will get this shit straight
I promise you that I will come back for you and your baby bro
I promised to give you a normal life
i can't yet myself but i promise i will

for now go with them
for now live your life to the fullest
for now live a normal life
for now do all the things you wish to do

for now be happy please
don't cry for long
i will make sure i know what goes on with you
i won't walk out just like that i will always come see you

be strong for daddy
be good for daddy and listen to them
i promise i am not abandoning you because i don't want you
i promise this decision is hurting me to

remember my son that i will always love you
no matter how far a part we must be right now
i have always loved you and always will
i will never stop loving you
I don't want to look back;I just want to start again;Somebody save me--- Pop Evil: Broken and Betrayed

I want justice I want you overthrown;I want courage I want to stand alone;I want your arrogance and I want your pain;I want your everything and I want you dead--- Rev Theory: Justice

#400311 - 06/13/12 09:38 AM Re: father's promise [Re: dragon]
mike13 Offline

Registered: 02/02/11
Posts: 419
Loc: California USA
Jayy I know you feel like shit right now but thanks for keeping Lil D safe. Hope all is well Mike

#400611 - 06/16/12 09:50 PM Re: father's promise [Re: dragon]
Aberrant30 Offline

Registered: 01/29/10
Posts: 139
Loc: I live on the Emerald Coast, F...
OH JAY! :hugs: i love you, i'm so sorry.
"The beginning of eternity
The end of time and space
The beginning of every end,
And the end of every place."
Hint: It's in front of you right now.
(Formerly known as Aberrant30

#400765 - 06/18/12 06:20 PM Re: father's promise [Re: dragon]
bodyguard8367 Offline

Registered: 05/16/12
Posts: 1159
Loc: ""

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