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#399860 - 06/09/12 04:59 AM . [Re: Crusoe]
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#399868 - 06/09/12 09:08 AM Re: I shouldn't be here - I'm a fake CSA survivor [Re: Life's A Dream]
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Sounds like a big breakthrough, LAD!
i know you've been expecting/fearing/looking forward to this for a long time.

i don't know whether to say congratulations or my condolences.

be prepared for more memories to come along now. for me, it was surprising how many memories - and the irregularity of the timing was something that kept me off-balance. just don't stress over what comes next. it will come when it comes...

Lee
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How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?...
Therefore the law is paralyzed, and justice never prevails....
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#399875 - 06/09/12 10:39 AM . [Re: Life's A Dream]
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#399934 - 06/09/12 11:27 PM Re: I shouldn't be here - I'm a fake CSA survivor [Re: Life's A Dream]
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yeah - like being in a tunnel and rushing fast away from the other end, but everything seems to still look the same size...
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How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?...
Therefore the law is paralyzed, and justice never prevails....
Habakkuk 1:2-3

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#399949 - 06/10/12 02:35 AM . [Re: traveler]
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#400071 - 06/11/12 02:42 AM Re: I shouldn't be here - I'm a fake CSA survivor [Re: Life's A Dream]
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Originally Posted By: Life's A Dream
... And I had another moment of certainty this morning. It's as if only the emotional channel of the memory were coming back to me, and I can't see anything else, but it's so sharp it outlines what I can't make out- ...
... This could be far more painful than I thought. ... This is really gonna suck, isn't it?


LAD - i think that since you were so young at the time of this/these experience(s) - most of your memories will not be as detailed in terms of visual details of setting, other people/players, or a narrative-type sequence of events. maybe more the physical sensations like you are describing.

although i do have a few very visual memories from 2-3 years old. might depend on whether you are a visually-oriented person or not - i am VERY much so.

just saying this to say that you might not get the detailed clarity of the whole big picture that you want - maybe more sensory fragments that you have to try to assemble and connect the dots... not trying to discourage you - but it may be different from what you have imagined.

and - yeah - it is probly gonna really suck!
just remember - we are here for you.
PM any time.
Lee
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How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?...
Therefore the law is paralyzed, and justice never prevails....
Habakkuk 1:2-3

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