In the United States, there are two organizations for people in your situation:
•Safer Society Foundation has a list of U.S. clinics and
therapists that specialize in helping people who have sexualized thoughts or behaviors toward children. They also know about resources in other countries (or how to find them). See Treatment Referrals – and don’t be scared away by the words “sex offender,” because this organization will not demonize or judge you. They care and want to help, even if they use language that may not apply to you.
•Stop It Now! is dedicated to preventing sexual abuse by (1) addressing the issue as a public health problem and (2) helping adults reach out to adults they know who are sexually inappropriate or abusive with children. They have an excellent Helpline that you can call (anonymously and confidentially). It’s available several hours per week, and you can call 888-PREVENT (888–773-8368) for the current schedule.
No matter what, don’t give up. Keep looking for help until you find it, no matter how long it takes.http://www.safersociety.org/http://www.stopitnow.org/