Just small addition, dear John you are always welcomed to speak about your ASA experience in chat. Please feel completely free to do so.
We all have to learn here how to listen brother survivor, to discuss some issues and to show some empathy. So please when ever you go at chat be free to speak about your issues openly. We have to build open dialogue here and we will need some time to get that goal but if we all join our efforts we will be more successful
Additionally as I was couple of times in Healing Circle for European-African zone (on Tuesday at 19:00 UTC -European and African time zone) that just recently has started you are more than welcomed to speak openly about your issues with us there, so please be free to come and join us. If you are interested and need some additional assurance you can always contact mike13, he is very nice guy who leads us there!
Be well and always feel free to speak about your issues here