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#393709 - 04/17/12 02:05 AM facing triggering stuff... pls help
Daniel_forgotten Offline

Registered: 02/07/09
Posts: 479
what can I say? I'm too tired like to explain it all. I had a couple of very bad days. Lost my mind. don't remember anything that happened during those days. Woke up in a hospital, handcuffed. No, I didn't kill or hurt anyone if you are wondering. I just scared the shit out of a lot of stupid people and broke holy property. oh yeah, and exposed myself to public humilliation by running around with no clothes on and being recorded and pictured.

I ended up tellin more than i wanted to. should delete this shit. i will probably leave it.

the only thing i wanted to tell: i'm HORRIBLY TRIGGERED
by priests. Right now, my only chance is to go and talk to the priest that was with me in the police station and beg him to give me a very condescending deal so i can pay the money little by little..
i have a restraining order from the fuckin church... but the old man comes out to buy bread in the mornings.

this sounds bizarre enough.

im sorry.
please dont get triggered. same for me.

please wish me luck.

#393713 - 04/17/12 02:41 AM Re: facing triggering stuff... pls help [Re: Daniel_forgotten]
chambers Offline

Registered: 04/17/12
Posts: 118
Loc: VA
Good luck, I did plenty of stupid stuff due to alchohol and emotions mixing trying to escape my past when I was younger.

#393720 - 04/17/12 05:04 AM Re: facing triggering stuff... pls help [Re: Daniel_forgotten]
traveler Offline

Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 4102
Loc: resettling in NE Ohio
sorry Daniel... and good luck.
hoping the priest will have the compassion that he should have and be more kind and understanding than you expect.
take care,
"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"

#393878 - 04/18/12 03:47 AM Re: facing triggering stuff... pls help [Re: Daniel_forgotten]
WriterKeith Offline

Registered: 12/30/10
Posts: 980
Loc: California
Daniel, we're standin' with you, brother. It's not our faults or poor decisions that define us, but rather it's the way in which we make amends for them.

You've been through worse than this, and you will weather this storm a stronger and wiser young man. We're here for ya.
I have taken to the stand-up comedy stage to educate other male survivors and those who try to love them. I blog about my isolated religious upbringing where physical and sexual abuse were commonplace and I serve as a facilitator of a weekly support group for men who have suffered sexual assault.

#393883 - 04/18/12 05:10 AM . [Re: Daniel_forgotten]
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Registered: 08/25/11
Posts: 886
Loc: Bouvet Island

Edited by Life's A Dream (01/12/13 10:56 PM)

#393989 - 04/19/12 01:00 AM * [Re: Daniel_forgotten]
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Registered: 03/25/12
Posts: 2217

Edited by Smalltown80sBoy (04/28/13 05:19 PM)


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