Scared is cool, it is a feeling and you were hiding those with the drugs. Its good to feel.
Do yourself a favour and write down what happened to you, start telling yourself the story of your life, include all the bad stuff, the abuse, if you hurt someone put that in there. Nothing is to bad or to good to leave out of the story of your life. Tell it to yourself HONESTLY, and when you get braver tell us your story, and when you get even braver tell your councillor your story and then someone you love and eventually the hole world.
When secrets are no longer secrets, they cant hurt you any more.
Just start with the first step, tell yourself the story.
We are always here for you.
Heal well Brother
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