In my opinion, all that matters in the question of right and wrong, is ultimately the effect of the action on the people involved. Somewhere, someone will say your age determined your ability to " properly " experience and filter the acts between you and the older women. Others may point to the lack of responsibility for acting sexually with a young teen on the part of the older women. From reading your account, all I can tell is you have a good understanding of the emotions leading to the experiences, and it doesn't seem that you hold any angst toward them. If I were you, I would look at the peace I have through insight of the total situation. All that matters is your peace on the topic. If you have no ill will toward the women, and are able to move forward in an emotionally positive manner, I say that's success.
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Over-Ride Emotional Conflict With Rational Truths
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