welcome - another 2-fer here! i too was abused by multiple perps and i too thought i'd dealt with it - in my case in my mid-30s. now it's 20-some years later and i'm trying to chop the heads off the hydra again! maybe this time we can do it once and for all!
the support here is incredible and i have leaarned and grown so much as the result of interaction.
may your experience be all that you hope for.
"the scariest thing about abuse of any shape or form, is, in my opinion, not the abuse itself, but that if it continues it can begin to feel commonplace and eventually acceptable."
- Alan Cumming, "Not My Father's Son"