i don't know how young is possible. i was about 12 - 7th grade - the 1st time i seriously considered it.
as for the father - let him be forgotten. the sooner the better! (but that's just me talking about the step-father i got saddled with.)
How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?...
Therefore the law is paralyzed, and justice never prevails....